Everyone’s enjoying ,
laughing so hard.
After all it is christmas,
But mine is barred.
Not because someone told me to,
But it just doesn’t feel right.
I experience a hollow me,
A “ME” which I have to fight.
The planning, elation, excitement for today,
Was only when I thought it to be with you.
Without “YOU- MY CELEBRATION”,
its only the darkness that grew.
Coz you still are my jingle,
and you will always be.
The world and I will hate me for this,
But I’m really stuck and you are the only key!